Thursday, September 18th – 22

Friday, September 19th – 28

Wednesday, September 24th – 185

Friday, September, 26th – 369

No, there was no ultra sound Wednesday.  There’d have been nothing to see, but somebody scheduled me anyway.  Yes, I spoke to the Powers That Be at the RE’s office about that fuck up.  Yes, I got preped for a chemical by my RE on account of those early numbers.  Yes, this week as been totally from hell and I seem to cry all the MF time.  And yes, we are still in the game, y’all.  Just keep breathing.

(All you local kids will remember that this is not a topic for public consumption, yes?  Not really even with me.)


10 Comments on “numbers”

  1. Olive says:

    Wow. I’m crossing my fingers and everything else I’ve got for you.

  2. Travelher says:

    Also crossing my fingers..L Babypants was a slow climber, too and she’s A-OK now so I hope it all continues to rise.

  3. Tricia says:

    Hey dear, I’m holding my breath for you, and crying not a few tears just thinking about it all. I’m not too familiar with the numbers game, but those latest look good. Is that right?

    I’m going to leave you with your (fully justified) tears and emotions for now (even though I’m not really local), but please call anytime you want to talk.

  4. Selmada says:

    I’m really hoping you have a slow starter.

    Why can’t there be easy answers. Cry, kick, scream and protest if you need to. I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed.

  5. elsie says:

    I’m with ya. Hang tight.

  6. bp says:

    I am here.

    hoping and wishing and praying (i know that’s weird coming from me but it’s true) and sharing some tears too.

    hug yourself, be good to yourself and don’t forget to breathe. I don’t know what the numbers mean but I know fear and hope and I hope and hope and hope for you sweetheart.

    love you.

    (ps – don’t worry – I won’t bring the subject up – but know I am here if you want to talk)

  7. Kim says:

    Had no idea what those numbers were about either, but I googled, and dang! ain’t the internets useful:

    Fingers crossed here.

  8. Katie says:

    Well, shit. It just totally sucks when something you’ve wanted for so long can’t proceed in an orderly fashion once it happens. FX that your bean snuggles in good and the next set of numbers are reassuring. I’ll be thinking of you.

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