yes, friends, it’s true
Posted: November 30, 2011 Filed under: the big IF 5 Comments »I am still officially infertile.
Today’s beta was “less than 1.2″ – how’s that for consistant! It’s the same as every beta I had this summer! Even cost the same! The woman who I love at the lab rolled her eyes when I told her how much it was. ”It’s not a fancy test” she snorted. At least the lab people love me.
Oh, well. Oh fucking well.
Son of a bitch.
No! It can’t be true!
I had a dream about you last night and this wasn’t in it. I am so sorry. I hate this.
So fucking unfair.
Shit.
This world sometimes makes no sense.
I’m sorry.
what. the. fuck. makes me want to punch something on your behalf.